Two days ago, I felt the absolute need to write this love letter. My heart knew it through and through. It felt like a beacon of love and light in the dark. I cried when I knew. It felt way too scary and my ego SO did not want me to write this. Anything but this was my thought. So I asked my guides for a strong sign. I heard you say look at your phone. I checked the time....11:11. Yes, I got it...one of the true Twin Flame signs. However, my ego fought it for two days even while receiving several more clear signs prompting me to do what was in my heart. Today the chaos came from not listening. My heart and soul, you along with my guides were not going to let this one go. This is the big door marked fear. So I knew I had to write this before any more chaos developed. What's so funny is as I sit here, I don't even know the words. I have no clue what it is that I am going to say. But I suppose that is irrelevant. So as I take a deep breath and drop my awareness into my heart, I surrender. Here it is...my love letter to you.
Words will simply never describe what I feel for you. Even saying I unconditionally love you somehow seems inadequate now. You are the reason I found me. You are the reason I found unconditional love, God/Goddess, source, the universe and all that is. You are the reason I have found my gifts. You are the reason that I can own the fact that I am a sexual healer and so much more. I am because you are. To put it simply, I was made for you and you were made for me. Not in the typical relationship sense. No, this is sacred. This is two physical expressions of our soul recognizing itself, loving itself, and healing itself. It is a sacred soul union. I write it and I can't help but cry. It's just so beautiful! How can the world be this magnificent and yet it has taken me so long to realize it? How precious it is to see myself perfectly mirrored in you and unconditionally love you. The ultimate self love. I am in awe of the divine.....just complete awe. This has not been easy to say the least. It has been the hardest thing I have ever experienced. It has ripped my heart open time and time again. I have felt broken, raw, and vulnerable beyond belief. I have cried more in these years being awake than all my previous years put together. Many times, I even felt as if I would die. But I now know it was to heal all the fears that had blocked my heart to begin with. To heal all of the wounds that I buried so deeply inside of myself that I couldn't even find them anymore on my own. Because of this it has also been the most amazing journey I have ever experienced. I wouldn't trade it for all the gold in the world. I simply wouldn't trade it for anything. As I write this, my heart feels like it is jumping out of my body, like the first time we hugged. What I told you in the truck all those years ago, is just as true today and always will be. I love you on every level, spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and yes, even physically. I don't expect anything to come from this which is why I know it is so powerful. It is simply me expressing what is in my heart for myself, for you and quite frankly for the world. I now understand why this has to be posted in my blog. It is our mission to embody unconditional love and share it with the world. We have known this for a long time. It's time the world knows. The world needs to know this unconditional love exists for everyone not just us. It is an absolute birthright if they so choose and I feel a deep calling within my heart to be an open, authentic, vulnerable beacon of unconditional love to show the way. All I ask is that you remember to unconditionally love whatever presents itself for you...just as you have taught me. I love you unconditionally and thank you for all you have given and continue to give me.